Wow

I have not been on here in a long time but my lupus sister Sasha was talking about a blog that we should do to get more lupus awareness out there and let people know how lupus effect us. My life been hard because of lupus but I try sometime not to let the pain get to me but lately I been in so much pain into I just want to cry sometime I just stay in my apartment by my self my family say I'am mean but they don't understand how I feel and how much pain I be in I can't walk that good no more I can't do my hair no more it hurt cause I love doing hair I want to school for hair and sometime I ask god why me what did I do so bad to have lupus but I love my lupus sister that I'am in the support group with and I love my online lupus sister and brother I don't know what I would have done with out them they understand how I feel. I'am going to try my best to wight everyday on here but good night it is 2am I should be sleep 🙏💜💜💜💜💜🙏